Closure

So alot of things happened lately. Man, I'm getting tired of thinking and typing about it -_- But like the title says, its finally time for closure. 
   
Throughout this helluva experience, honestly speaking I handled it extremely poorly. And I tried to open up myself and asked for people's help. God, friends, counselor. Most recently and surprisingly, my mom. Suddenly I start to realize I've been really stupid at late(well... actually i knew it already but I didnt wanted to accept it lol.) and I've just like to write a message to you as well as a reminder to myself this promise I'm going to make.


To That Girl,

Oh gosh, where do I begin? It's really hard for me to say this honestly. But here goes. First of all, I'll like to apologise. A sincere one. From day 1, I made things bad. Things got progressively worse as the days goes on. And now, 3 weeks later, it still hasn't been resolve. I made it uncomfortable between us and honestly, I compromise our friendship to the very limit. I stirred alot of emotions not only between us, but our friends as well along the way. Not to mention I rant alot lately on Twitter about you.

Oh yeah, truth be told, I'm not that over you yet.  
             
BUT, I know where this situation is headed. I should have done this much earlier and it maybe too late now but I'll give it a go anyway. I'll want to give it time. As long as it needs. We already sort of said we were cool with each other, but my actions prove otherwise. Now I'll really prove it. No more emo rants and all that bullshit I've done. When we meet, no doubt it will still be awkward. We're probably gonna avoid each other for maybe a couple of weeks more. But I just want to give you a break. Free from me. I want to give myself time too. To recover and move on. :]
  
Netherless, I know we still can be friends. I know we can put the past behind us. (uhh more to me actually cuz I suck at letting go lol -_-). I can see in the near future we'll be friends again. I'm not going to believe people who tell me when things don't work out, we can't even be friends. Thats just stupid. Maybe not today, maybe not tommorow. But someday. And I'll be looking forward to that day :)


This is my promise to you and myself. And finally, for real, closure. 

Amen.