Okay just kidding.
But yeah, emotions plays a big role in our lives. It directly affects our situation and even our judgement.
And lately with so much things going on, I made alot of mistakes. Mistakes which will cost me a lot of things which I once held close. People won't look at me the same way anymore. Thinking back, I was too emotional. It affected me so badly. It started off with my first mistake. I took it badly which ended up with another mistake and another, each bigger then the other. It hurts now when I'm thinking about it with a clear head. All the things I should have done to the things I shouldn't have. :/ *siighhhss*
Everyday I wake up wishing I could turn back this whole week back. This nightmare of a chapter has to be the worse mistake I made in my life. But its too late now. What is done is done. All I can do is learn my lesson from this. Emotions will always be there. They will always cloud our judgement but we have to control ourselves and make sure you won't do something you'll regret someday. Like me.
Friends. Some had my back, some betray me, some stood there and watch. Im extremely grateful to the ones who gave me advice and was there for me when I needed them the most. I tell you guys now that I couldn't have pull through this without your guidance. You guys helped me with my burdens and pain. I promise you, I'll repay to you guys someday. :) And to those who badmouthed or back stabbed me in the process, theres nothing I can say here. But now I can see who are my real friends.
And lately with so much things going on, I made alot of mistakes. Mistakes which will cost me a lot of things which I once held close. People won't look at me the same way anymore. Thinking back, I was too emotional. It affected me so badly. It started off with my first mistake. I took it badly which ended up with another mistake and another, each bigger then the other. It hurts now when I'm thinking about it with a clear head. All the things I should have done to the things I shouldn't have. :/ *siighhhss*
Everyday I wake up wishing I could turn back this whole week back. This nightmare of a chapter has to be the worse mistake I made in my life. But its too late now. What is done is done. All I can do is learn my lesson from this. Emotions will always be there. They will always cloud our judgement but we have to control ourselves and make sure you won't do something you'll regret someday. Like me.
Friends. Some had my back, some betray me, some stood there and watch. Im extremely grateful to the ones who gave me advice and was there for me when I needed them the most. I tell you guys now that I couldn't have pull through this without your guidance. You guys helped me with my burdens and pain. I promise you, I'll repay to you guys someday. :) And to those who badmouthed or back stabbed me in the process, theres nothing I can say here. But now I can see who are my real friends.
Not forgetting God who was by my side all the way. During the times I felt most lonely, afraid and sad, he was there for me. I even took out my bible and randomly flipped the pages while silently praying for God to give me a verse wish would help me. And he did.
So watch yourselves. If your brother sins, rebuke him and if he repents, forgive him. If he sins against you seven times a day, and seven times come back to you and says, 'I repent,' forgive him." Luke 17:3-4
"Casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
Thank you Lord
Oh in case your wondering. I made it out alive.. in a sense I guess.
To the people I hurt, I'm so sorry for what I did. I cannot express how stupid I have been and how bad I feel. I can never make it up to you guys and my apologies might never be enough, but I just hope you understand that I am sincerely sorry. To my true friends, you guys deserve an award! You got my back all the way and stood by me :') To the badmouths and back stabbers, uuhhh
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\ ('_') / < Who gives a shit about you?
So heres a summary of what happen this week. :
Love sucks
Trust in God and your bros.
Think with a clear head. Control emotions.
Learning who's my real friends.
Apologize to those I hurt.
Badmouths and back stabbers can.go.die
You cant go wrong with ice-cream
Time heals wounds. Emotional ones too
Homework doesn't finishes itself
Learning from mistakes
Move on
Oh in case your wondering. I made it out alive.. in a sense I guess.
To the people I hurt, I'm so sorry for what I did. I cannot express how stupid I have been and how bad I feel. I can never make it up to you guys and my apologies might never be enough, but I just hope you understand that I am sincerely sorry. To my true friends, you guys deserve an award! You got my back all the way and stood by me :') To the badmouths and back stabbers, uuhhh
_ _
\ ('_') / < Who gives a shit about you?
So heres a summary of what happen this week. :
Love sucks
Trust in God and your bros.
Think with a clear head. Control emotions.
Learning who's my real friends.
Apologize to those I hurt.
Badmouths and back stabbers can.go.die
You cant go wrong with ice-cream
Time heals wounds. Emotional ones too
Homework doesn't finishes itself
Learning from mistakes
Move on
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