My problem

You wanna whats my problem?? My problem is caring too much. Trying too help everyone. Trying to get everyone to be happy. MY own naiveness was trying to solve other people's problems because I know how it feels like to be alone. To have no one to help and just get stuck in a whirlpool of depression. And maybe maybe...

Thats where I got it wrong. I get mad when things don't turn out right. It's not because I'm mad at you for not doing the right thing. It's cuz I'll be mad at myself for not succeeding to stop the worst from happening. And it hurts alot, as if I'm the one going through your problem, yet I'm so helpless of doing anything.

My mom says I'm naive for trying to help, but I just can't sit down and watch these things happen. But them again, everytime, everytime I try to help, it ends a disaster, one way or another. 

So honestly was it wrong for me to help?

Maybe it is. Maybe I'm not meant to help everyone. Maybe some things are beyond my control. And maybe, I care too much for my own good.

I'm too emotionally unstable, and when I'm in one of those moods, it never ends good. In the end, I'm the one who's doing the hurting. I'm just so... ugh. :(



I never meant to hurt anyone. I just want everyone to be happy.