Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Ups and downs

You know that moments when you're super great and before you know it, you feel absolutely down?? Well I've been having those alot lately. 

Siigghhh things get worse these days. There's this girl I like, we text and chat alot and I was about to ask her out. Then this guy comes into the picture. He always interrupts our chat and in the end, I feel left out from the chat. Its like I don't exist in the chat anymore. As hard as I try, I think I start to lose my cool a little and start to become impatient, which made things a whole lot worse. I just don't know anymore. The worst thing is that guy is my friend. I'm not jumping to conclusions yet, but still... : /

I don't seem to be able to catch a break. She's different from the other girls I met before, she's something else. I know I ain't the hottest or the guy with the most swag around, but I wish things would work in my favor for once... This sucks. Since form 1, I keep telling myself God wants me to wait for the right one. I know He wants me to, and I will. But how long more?? Everyday feels like forever, and my heart hurts a little more everyday. :(  Advice anyone?? (fb/twitter me!)

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