Saturday, March 24, 2012

Things that was and things that will be.

The Interschool Chess competition just concluded a few days ago. How it went you ask?? haha maybe its better shown in a picture ;) 




YUP GOT GOLD BABE. YEAH. HAHA! This is group event though. Individual...didnt win anything. =.= so close yet so far :/

To be honest, I have a deep sense of regret. For this competition, I hardly prepared at all, kept procristinating. And yes, I have no idea how to spell that word but you get the idea. haha. If I had prepare early, even a week early, I'm sure I could have gotten a medal for individual event too. 

Meh, next year maybe.

But it was fun, met loads of old friends. Hang out with da guys and had bromance moment together. Had good food and bought loads of unhealthy, overpriced french fries that we're utterly delicious. hhmm :D still can taste it in my mouth haha. Sighh the things we do for food ;) 

Best moment has to be when they announce our school got gold. We had completely no confidence at all that we could even get top 3. But here we are getting gold, beating the other school by just 0.5 marks!!!. I remember shouting super loud and everyone was like staring at me haha. We even got a standing ovation! totally awesome! Praise God. Couldn't have done this without Him :)

Then we had a celebration party at Pizza Hut which my friends parents paid for. How could it get any better?? haha

Congrats to my friend Chris and Walter, for getting number 2 and 6 in the individual event respectively. Awesome job guys! #respect


SOOOO, debate competition gonna start in a week. Not gonna do the same mistake as I did for chess. So I will prepare like siao and pull all the stops. I've got a good feeling about this year ;) 


Until then, Alson out. :)

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Beauty??

I'm seriously frustrated. People in general keep seeing beauty as just skin deep. Recently, a friend asked me this: 

'Would you like a girl who isn't that....physically attractive???'


Is that question even legit?? The answer is of course yes, a thousand times over YES, as long as she has inner beauty. Why can't people open their eyes and see that beauty isn't about just how they look like? It's more than that k. It's the inside that counts, the part that actually matters. Why do people keep confining themselves to just liking a person based on their looks?



It's mind blowing to think how insecure people get about about their looks, as if that only matters. And its people who look at outer beauty out there that causes this. Like recently, a guy asked me to go 'like' his profile pic. Whatisthis? Does your photo 'likes' determine how popular you are? How good you are? If you get a 100+ likes, does it means people like you? NO. It means nothing

Yeah, people will always be people. We tend to look at outer beauty first, even me at times. So what if he's hot or she's beautiful if they don't even have a heart? Your gonna like that person anyway? Don't close your mind. God gave us more then just looks, he gave us a heart, a soul, a personality to reflect on. So please people! Just please open your eyes and look at things in a different perspective! My good o' buddy *coughs* PoisonSwitch here makes a good point as well. Watch it if you haven't already done so!

                                                         He speaks the truth!



I've thought I share share this amazing person

Nick Vujicic
He has no limbs. Wouldn't that be the biggest imperfection a man can have? But God bless him. He is one of the most inspirational people on this Earth and he has such a beautiful soul. Respect! :')

Oh! and he has a wife who loves him for who he is. Not to mention she's beautiful and quite hot too! Explain this people-who-only-look-at-outer-beauty. :)

                                       


 Something more by Nick! Really touching and inspirational! Watch it! :')



 Quotes to ponder.





































If outer beauty is all that matters, wouldn't God need to send half of the world population to hell? God sees through you and see you as who you are, and not just your outer beauty-


-You can't see God, yet you still love him. - Alson Lai


Think about it guys! Spread the message! Make a difference! :)

Friday, March 16, 2012

YOUTH CAMP

Just came back from my Church Youth Camp a couple of days ago. Just thought I'd share my experience :) Yeah, I know. Its super long :O lol

Day 1
Let's start with my church Youth Camp. Tbh, I wasn't too enthusiastic to go. Sitting in the bus, I had doubts. I starting thinking whether will I be left out in the group and the activities? Will everyone will hate me?? I dunno why, but yea. :x  I felt even worse when they put me as leader of a group, team Bronto, whom I knew no one. ME?? Leader??? Whatislife. It didn't just end there, I was placed in a room where I knew noone again. Sighs.. At that moment, I was thinking to myself  'Lord, let the days past quicker plz' :/

First activity of the day. Started of terrible again -_- We had to design our own flag, make our own wristband and come up with a team slogan. It was.... Let's just say we managed to finish it on the last second :O Surprisingly though, WE GOT FIRST IN THE TEAM SLOGAN AND FLAG DESIGNING!! WOOHOO!! :D What sorcery is this?? haha.Oh, and we now had to take care of our flags during all group activites. I scored the first flag steal of the camp lol. It's kind of funny yet kind of cheating when I think back of it. I offered to help fold the other team flag, which they unknowingly agreed. Once they gave it to me, I ran of with it and won our team 10 points! Felt bad after that though :/

The treasure hunt was... meh. Got last :/ But I thought it was okay cuz my team tried their best and thats what matters. :) The rest of the day was perfection <3  Fun at the pool and beach futsal was awesome. Free time was awesome. hehe I attempted to steal the other team flags again >:D But this time, everyone was extra careful when I'm around. So epic fail haha. Dinner was delicious. Praise and Worship was amazing!! I could feel God's presence there. Felt so blessed :') And the theme talks was really informative! Man, I learn so much at that night. That really strengthen my faith as a Christian :)

Next was vesper. This was my first real test as a leader, cuz I had to guide through the discussion. I have to say, it went absolutely great! Well.... better then I expected anyways. :D Super thankful Agnes, my assistant was there. If not, i stress lol. Managed to had a nice discussion with them. After that, we had half an hour free time before it was time for lights out. Hahaha my awesome roommates, after lights out, we all stayed awake and play :P We all told stories about life and guy stuff. haha, and turns out all the other rooms were doing the same thing. Luckily our room not so siao, so we all went to sleep at around 1230. The other rooms stayed awake til 2! Siao man lol.

Oh, and the team standings were out. Our team, managed a 3rd. Not bad :) Tops were first, followed by Stego. Tops arh, so imba. They were like 25 points ahead of us. Not to mention teacher gave them extra points cuz they had teamwork. -_- haha I remember a couple of our groups were discussing tactics to steal their flag :P Plan failed though haha.

Day 2
Next morning, our room woke up at 4. Crazy tired. Why so early? Well apparently my roommates definition of whispering is talking loudly til everyone wakes up -_- Got up, went to seaside awhile, get ready, and waited for morning devotion. Morning devotion. Then we headed for breakfast followed by morning's PnW. God presence, strong as ever :) Next was Theme Talks again. And Im not jking when I say these talks are awesome man! Did you know dinosaurs are just a few thousand years old and not 65 million years old as predicted by scientist?? :P  Haha, don't believe me?? It's kinda long, lazy type. Look for me if you don't believe. ;) The truth aint always black and white. hehe. So yeah, theme talks was til 12, and we had lunch right after followed by free time again. Free time was cut short though, cuz the advisor wanted to meet all the group and room leaders to see how we're doing. And we were all busted for staying way past our curfew hahaha. 

After that, we had beach games. First activity, capture the flag or fortress or whatever it was, was.. honestly, frustrating. Everyone was feeling that. It was under the blazing hot sun some more. T.T My teammates... oh my ever too eager teammates. They were really excited for the game. So excited, that some of the didn't listen to instructions :/ No surprise we lose our flag within 20 seconds. -_- But you can't exactly blame them. They were really thrilled and when your in that mood, it makes you.... you know la. haha. Plus I was leader so I bear the responsibility of my team. Nether less, the tide was coming in really fast and the game was kinda hectic... So it was canceled :x

The next game was capture the ball. Its like capturing the ball and putting it in the bucket. It was determined to win this game after our previous game failure. Me and my teammate, Jeremy, represented out team for the first round. I wasn't that fast of a runner so I relied on someone else getting the ball, and dropping it. Which actually happened! haha I managed to get the ball and ran towards the bucket. Jeremy providing cover for me. But well.. things didn't exactly work out as plan haha. Guys from other groups were surrounding me, equally determine to stop me. Uhhh... and then.. things..  Well.. my specs fell. And I was afraid it will get swept away by the current or people were gonna step on it so I told everyone to stop first. While everyone backed away, I quickly put the ball in the bucket. I felt guilty after that because everyone thought I was injured, so thats why they back off :O But I was happy though that atleast we won 10 points for our team. The next few rounds we didn't win. But it's okay, it was a tough game. Had to me physically tough. Tops managed to win it twice. -_- How they keep winning I will never know.

After that, we played football. uuhh sort of. We all had to make a circle and teamwork to kick the ball into the goal. This game.. was kinda hectic too. People weren't exactly listening to orders and some of them were playing really rough. A person whom shall not be named stepped on my toe and got it really swollen =.= Whatisthis. Thinking back, I'm proud of my team though, we managed to communicate and worked together as a team. haha. Too bad, in the end, because some groups were lacking people and there were injuries, the game was canceled too. :/ In the end, we played volleyball. We were all new at this and we lost the first round haha. Nuff said :x Not gonna lie, the games didn't went exactly as plan, but I want to say a BIG thank you to Amanda and Samantha for planning the games! They put in alot of effort into it and it's just too bad it didn't work out.

 Fun in the pool and free time was same as usual. But felt really drained after that. Fell asleep half of the free time. Then, it was time for dinner. Haha that night dinner was really fun. When I first came to the table ( i was almost late o.o), I didnt realize anything wrong. After we all say grace, Jeremy talked to Amanda. She was sitting beside me that time, and I realize she looked... kind of sad. She was feeling bad because of what happen that afternoon. She thought it was her fault :O which of course wasn't. Our group decided to be extra nice to her. We made a rule that Amanda is not allow to serve herself and every time a dish is served, she has to eat it first. haha it was a fun moment. Makes me smile thinking about it. :)  Too bad she had to leave early to get ready for praise and worship. :(  Before she left, we all gave her a toast and cheered for her. :P That wasn't the only thing that happened. Another great thing happened, but I rather keep that a secret haha. ;) 

Campfire was next. Best event of the camp... while it lasted haha. Around 8 something, it started to rain. WHATISTHIS. And we were just about to have marshmallows and sing the Campfire Song song! D: meh. But it was fun while it lasted. Did a short PnW. Then we sat around the campfire and we took turns sharing our experience and what we want to say about the camp. What a warm and wonderful way to spend the night! The rain, oh the rain. Why you do this to us?? We continued the fun in the lobby. We sang a couple more songs are ate marshmallows. Other guest were probably thinking that we're crazy or something, singing so loud and eating marshmallows while it was pouring heavily. hahaha. Half an hour later, we were running out of marshmallows and songs to sing. So the advisers suggested we have our vespers earlier and have more free time. Of course, nobody disagreed haha. That night, after vesper and all that, some of the Youth people played Truth or Dare... or Kiss hahaha. It was so funny! The dares they ask you do, really siao haha. I didn't join though, was emo-ing at that time. But yeah, not going to explain it. Because yesterday we all broke our curfew, the advisers, who initially plan to cancel curfew for the night, gave us a curfew at 12. Nobody disagreed though. Everyone was really tired and beat. :O I was no exception. My bed felt extra comfy that night. Slept like a log :)

Day 3
Argh, the final day. Time seems to passs so fast :/ Luckily this time nobody woke us up at 4 again haha. So managed to sleep til 5+ Still woke up feeling tired though o.o You could feel the 'oh no! camp's gonna end!' feeling among the guys during breakfast after morning devotion. After that was our last theme talk from uncle Joseph. It ended at around 1045, with each of us promising to spread what we learn to atleast 1 friend. After that, me and my friend, Entonio so siao. We went to the beach and walked aaallll the way to the water. (it was low tide that time) Camp rules were that we couldn't go to the beach, so if we get caught, we are busted. Big time. Another of my friend, Martin, join us as well. So us, us three musketeers or three idiots. haha. We went back at around 1015, and we were just in time to make it back. Just as we were reaching the beach, an adviser came and told us we were late. PHEW. MADE IT  JUST IN TIME. HEHE. It was awards ceremony time! No surprise, Tops won. BY A MARGIN OF LIKE 60 POINTS! WHAT? Stego got second and we got third. 5 marks difference! so close! T.T  They gave out other awards too like best camper, nicest person, most sporting and etc. 

After that, we had 10 minutes to pack our stuff and make sure we left nothing behind. Then we had lunch. It was... a sad moment. Within hours camp was going to end. :( The thought of it makes me feeling sad. We had 1 more mini-event before the camp was over. When we first came to camp, we had to pick a number. And whoever that person's number is, we had to be their 'angel'. In other words, we had to be extra nice and make that person feel welcome and all that. There was alot of complications with my mortal :/ Well say it here, but in the end, didn't do anything for my mortal and that got me feeling super guilty again! I apologized to her and tried to make it up to her by buying ice-cream. She said it was okay, but I still felt bad. :O So, half an hour later, we were on our way back to church. 


I got to say, camp was a real blessing in disguise. I learned so much there. Not to mention I made tons of new friends. Eventhough I came to camp hoping it will end soon, I now which it lasted longer. It's things like these that you will never trade for anything in the world :) 

A couple of pics :)


Group 3, team Bronto or blue team. Either way, I love you guys. Wouldn't change any of you for anyone :) It's not the group that's special, its you guys that make it special <3

Mah Youth Peeps!! Spot me if you can haha :P




Okay, im so fail blogger haha. Blogs are suppose to be short and simple, but mine is super siao long. And so less pics. o.o Its becoming more like a diary for me haha. Meh still learning the traits of a blog. :x haha, gonna get better at it! >:D I hope. o.o


Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Ups and downs

You know that moments when you're super great and before you know it, you feel absolutely down?? Well I've been having those alot lately. 

Siigghhh things get worse these days. There's this girl I like, we text and chat alot and I was about to ask her out. Then this guy comes into the picture. He always interrupts our chat and in the end, I feel left out from the chat. Its like I don't exist in the chat anymore. As hard as I try, I think I start to lose my cool a little and start to become impatient, which made things a whole lot worse. I just don't know anymore. The worst thing is that guy is my friend. I'm not jumping to conclusions yet, but still... : /

I don't seem to be able to catch a break. She's different from the other girls I met before, she's something else. I know I ain't the hottest or the guy with the most swag around, but I wish things would work in my favor for once... This sucks. Since form 1, I keep telling myself God wants me to wait for the right one. I know He wants me to, and I will. But how long more?? Everyday feels like forever, and my heart hurts a little more everyday. :(  Advice anyone?? (fb/twitter me!)

Friday, March 2, 2012

ONE FOR THE RECORD BOOKS

I am bangga. Today, I went one whole morning playing futsal with my friends and remain injury-free! Lame you say?? Thats the way I am :3 Hoho today was only my third time playing futsal and the first two times I went... was horrible.


First time, i came back with my whole leg cramped. And for all of you out there who never felt cramps before, it hurts. Bad. Second time was worse, i twisted my foot and it took 2 weeks to heal. Whatislife -_-



Haha truth be told, the reason I'm really happy is cuz I get to rub it in my parents and frens faces. They think I cant play without getting injured cuz apparently I 'm not 'fit' enough and the boys are too 'rough'. The injuries were pure accident and it wasnt even becuz of any of those reasons =.= I was determined to prove them wrong.






Well, I guess it did helped the fact that I did a half hour warm up and isolated myself from the guys when playing but it still counts right?? :3 SO YEAH ALSON-1 PARENTS AND FRENS-0. haha netherless, I love my parents and I know their just looking out for me :3





Soooooo, exams finished today. Managed to stay injury-free. Got a whole afternoon to sleep and gonna hang out with my friends later and mayb have a round of dotA with them. Today, is really one for the record books. :3 HOPE EVERYONE OUT THERE IS HAVING GREAT DAY TOO!!




Oh you have to listen to this song by Kelly Clarkson. If your feeling down or sad, this really makes you energetic and helps put you in a good mood!

What doesn't kill makes you stronger!! :D